2023.10.24 Words with Rupi – What I Keep Hidden
The thing I am most scared of people finding out about me is I have so much “fake.” I fake smartness. I fake strength. I fake health. I fake agency and choice. I fake I don’t care. I fake I know what I am doing. I fake so much.
I fake with my appearance, demeanor, looks.
I fake how much I’d rather be home – yet, I do love traveling!
I fake on money.
I fake on sincerity and altruism.